Tuesday, June 27, 2006
today refm presentation . . nervous as usual . . it is more scary when teacher is testing the microphone which is prepared for us . . i scare i cannot control myself and sing over the mike . . kakas . . luckily using the microphone is optional . . don't know what i am presenting about . . seems like i forever also having stage fright . . lols . .
first time raise up hand to answer question willingingly . . but that teacher . . well . . i always think that he is biased towards me nahs . . as if i am the only one in the whole school who are wearing that "japanese slippers" . . then every lesson he confirms will ask me to answer questions de . . the highest record he called my name in a single lesson is 6 times ! ! i suspect he thinks that i am those type of ah lian + ah hua bahs . . but i am not alright ! !
the whole day keep checking my phone even though it doesn't ring at all . . then finally receive a message "my mum cooks chilli crabs ask you want to come eat or not" . . his mum asks . . not he asks de . . hmm . . should i be glad that his mum remembers me ? ? or should i be sad that his mum remembers me more than he does ? ? hais . . then sms awhile . . he seems to be cold cold towards me =( . . *sighs* . . ni zhi dao wo zui pa leng le . .
[ ~ * this world is so cold without your warmth * ~ ]
[ ~ * i don't wanna freeze * ~ ]
[ ~ * i want hug hug * ~ ]
[ [ [ ~ ~ ~ * * * ding ding tang * * * ~ ~ ~ ] ] ]
Updated@11:07 PM
