Saturday, July 22, 2006
yesterday yenching waits for me to dismiss cause we plan to go bugis . . on the way searching food for me ` i see someone's backview who looks like seetting's ` so i keep asking yenching if it is really her or not . . but yenching can't see her until she spots her friend's eye-catching green bag . . after confirming that the backview is seetting's ` we speed up chasing after her . . and we scare her from behind =P . . she joins us and we go to design school while waiting for vivien to dismiss for the bugis trip . .
i want to buy 3 cups of whipped potato to eat ` but the stall only left 2 =( . . but this also means that the very last 2 cups of whipped potato are mine mine mine ! ! wahahahas =D ! ! yenching is suddenly curious about many questions and the 3 of us start "gossiping" together =X . . i think there is a chinese saying which is "3 women = 1 market" ? ? lols . . go to buy drinks and i accidentally step onto someone's foot and the girl goes "ouchhhhhh" with a very painful expression on her face =X . . i really scare dao and keep apologising to her >.< . .
vivien finally dismiss and comes to meet us ` then she asks if we can accompany her to go lab "awhile" . . but in the end ` her "awhile" becomes 1 hour ` 2 hours ` 3 hours & 4 hours *-* . . in between ` seetting accompany me to go find food . . we see a stall selling tom yam soup . . thus ` with much anticipation ` i look forward to the soup ` but in the end i drink a few spoons jiu give up on drinking le . . it should be called as sour soup and not tom yam soup nohs . . arghs ! ! make me miss my house there prata shop de tom yam soup so much >.< ! !
after vivien is willing to leave the lab finally ` we go to the canteen ` and vivien treats us drinks for accompanying her . . wahs ` the so cute + innocent looks on her face ` kakakas . . thanks for the drinks ah rabbit vivien =P . . after that ` vivien accompany seetting to go home . . and yenching accompany me to tampines . .
go to look for hair dyes . . running through different shops to observe the colours + prices . . in the end ` bought an ash blonde one ` but actually dye on my hair le still looks like black nehs . . no difference de . . i think my hair not suitable for dyes bahs . . anyway ` poor yenching . . the 3 of us are suppose to accompany her to bugis to search for the rabbit soft toy . . but in the end it is another way round :x . .
then yenching goes into a shop and buy an angel necklace . . at the same time ` i also fall in love at first sight with a hearts dangling necklace . . after i go home ` i sms skysky and hint him to buy for me =X . . and this silly boy never ask me how much jiu tell me that he will go and buy for me tomorrow ! ! later on ` i trick him that the necklace costs $120 . . and he still silly silly till he still wants to buy for me ! ! in the end ` i tell him that the necklace actually costs $12 only . . and he worries that it might be too cheap wearing on me . . sha gua de skysky ! ! everything you give me is priceless de ! !
later in the midnight ` skysky comes my house there de carpark sit ` facing my bedroom windows . . *memories flash back* . . before we really got together ` he used to sit at my house downstairs every night ` either on the floor or the carpark . . and he would look up at me standing near the windows while we were talking over the phone . . that time felt as if i was the princess rapunzel in the fairytales . . hoping that my hair would be long enough to let him climb up . . hees . . *fantasy fantasy* . .
skysky ` i am about to carry our bearbear to the windows and let you see how it has been ` but you have already left the carpark without any word . . i am worry for you . . and i am really sorry for not being able to come out and accompany you when you need me the most . . i know you never blame me ` but i still feel very sorry . . wo de baobei ` zhen de dui bu qi . .
sometimes really hope that i will be able to gain all the freedom from my family . . such that i can go out even at late midnights . . got stupid thoughts of rebelling before ` but i really don't bear + don't wish to upset my family . . cause they have no wrongs at all ` i know they are just worrying about me . . it is alright ` i shall wait for the day when they are willing + rest assure to give me all the freedom i want . . guess it won't be too long ? ? hopefully bahs . . honey ` must love your family too hors . .
at 4am+ ` when i am about to sleep . . receive a sms from patsy which really scares me . . i am so afraid that what she says is true . . but please ` no more these type of things . . i really can't take this kind of "alarms" . . i am sorry but i got to admit that i am abit pissed off . . i really do concern + worry about each and every one around me ` even though i may not be close to him . . i can take "jokes" but there will always be a limit . . but anyway ` i am glad that everything is just a "false alarm" . . *peace* . . maybe you are too sad till anyhow say things bahs ` hais ` don't too sad le k . . anything still can find me =) . .
baobei ` yesterday is the first time i feel so fear when i can't contact you . . but you still appear to help me in the end . . if not ` i think i won't be able to sleep last night le . . thank you so much my dearest ` don't ever leave me alone alrights ? ?
[ don't marry someone you can live with ~ ~ ]
[ marry someone you can't live without ~ ~ ]
[ baobei ` jia gei wo ~ ~ =X ]
~ * tianting de ting * ~
~ * dingdingtang de tingtingtang * ~

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