thursday 10th august 2006

go to orchard with yenching . . we take express bus 518 from near her house there . . and we reach far east plaza bus stop in just 20 mins ! ! somemore ` we don't need to walk a long way from orchard mrt station to far east anymore ! ! it is fast + convenience ! !

too long never go orchard le ` and we shop around like two country pumpkins ! ! lols . . i like a "student suit" + a "worker suit" ` and yenching likes an elegant white dress . . but after we finish eating kfc ` go back and take a 2nd look ` somehow those clothes don't seem to look as nice as we first seen it . . so in the end we didn't buy ` and we ask lifang for permission to go bugis . .

i squeeze into the mrt like a kiasu auntie . . and on the mrt ` a little boy accidentally steps onto yenching's feet . . yenching + me are holding onto a pole . . he is unbanlance yet he refuses to hold the pole . . maybe he is feeling guilty towards yenching ? ? lols . . after some time ` he finally approaches the pole . . but is scared off by my handphone accidentally touches his hand =X . . seeing that he is really really really unbalance + very very very shaky ` yenching + me purposely leave a big big big space in between for him to hold the pole . . but he still doesn't want to hold >.<" . .

when we reach bugis junction ` we bump into yuejun and her friend ! ! we are shocked (O.o) ! ! cause yuejun is saying that she has got something on ` thus cannot join us for the outing T.T . . by the way ` we don't wanna kitty to rush here and there so we give up the chance to meet her too . . but never mind ` guess all of us are going to meet up soon yea =D ? ?

yenching + me go edge again to ask about the rabbit alike soft toy for her brother . . and the person refers us to the sunshine plaza for the rabbit alike keychain . .

we are planning to hide behind the walls and scare lifang . . but in the end is lifang trying to scare us ! ! however ` it is unsuccessful cause yenching's sharp eyes spots her easily ! ! kakas . .

we are worry that lifang will be tire to walk to sunshine plaza ` so we keep persuading her to stay at kfc and eat with yuejun =P . . but she doesn't want to eat kfc . . guess she scares of kfc le . . lols . . so we accompany lifang go food court . . while lifang is buying the food ` yenching tells me about the gal next to our table . . saying that ` the way the gal looks at the guy opposite her is like going to eat him up . . so i look over . . and indeed the gal looks like a "wolf" or rather a "seductive secretary who is trying to lure her boss" =X ! !

when lifang comes back with her food . . we talk talk talk then know a very very very good news ! ! but shh shh shh . . think better keep it as a secret at the moment =X . . happy happy happy for someone =D ! ! hees ! !

after lifang finishes her claypot rice ` we proceed to sunshine plaza . . due to my poor memory + senseless of direction ` i nearly lead them to the wrong path ` hehes . . but luckily in the end ` it is the correct route to the sunshine plaza ` but it is a very wrong decision for me to go there ! !

there is this shop which really attracts our attention and excites us to go in ! ! lifang + yenching are soon attracted to their desire bags . . whereas i am still giddy over the variety of bags . . there is this bag on the very top of the shelf which catches my heart . . maybe due to sky ` i have a liking towards something which is blue + high + unreachable ? ? lols . . but it cannot put A4 size papers ` so i continue to search for other bag . .

soon ` another blue bag catches my eyes . . japan cookies de . . but blue doesn't have new one anymore ! ! and the display one looks dirty ! ! aww aww ! ! see how unlucky am i ? ? then there is this monkey one which i think is cute but it is not blue in colour . . and and and there is this blue doggie one which i likes alot but quite big . . haiyers ` i am so choosy nohs . . anyway it is so funny ` i am carrying so many bags in front of the mirror ` like a rich tai tai ? ? but so sad lo ` those blue bags which i really like doesn't seem to have fate with me =( . .

in the end ` i still buy the top shelf one . . initially i am still very happy de . . until we go to bugis street and find out that there is an identical one and is actually selling cheaper ! ! from that moment ` the more i walk ` the more i feel like going back to exchange . . and yenching + lifang hen jiang yi qi de pei wo go back ! ! but in the end it is closed ! ! arghs ! ! so disappointed ! ! the more i think ` the more i feel that it is very ma fan cause it cannot put A4 size papers . . and i don't think i dare to bring it to school cause it is "too cute" le . .

while we take bus 63 home ` lifang is the only one who is sitting + sleeping . . but we wakes her up ` and she gives her seat to an ah ma ! ! dou dou jia zhu zui xiao de ah pang hao guai :) ! !

while yenching + me change bus to 65 ` there are these two very very cute cute de children who sit besides us . . so i ask yenching to help me secretly snap a photo of me + those children sitting close together . . hehes . . but their mother look fierce ! ! and is really fierce to them ! ! we dare not move and keep "laughing" at the cuteness of the xiao di di . . the mother combs an "astro boy" hairstyle on the little boy ! ! so funny + kawaii nehs ! !

saturday 12nd august 2006

vivien drives to my house downstairs and we "exchange goods" . . hees . . then i go hunt for my yummy yummy de tom yam soup . .

didn't go to his bbq in the end . .

whenever i try to forget about the past ` some things will just pop up . . i am so sensitive that upon hearing their names ` my heart will just tear apart . . and of course not to mention about hearing how attractive ` or how perfect they are . .

the sourness in me for the whole day . .
when he is talking with them happily . .

the bitterness in me for the whole sleepless night . .when he is outside with them tonning happily . .

dang wo nan guo de shi hou . .
ta shi fou xiang dao wo ? ?

i know some girls might think that i am too much ` for requesting my boy not to contact with them . . call me bitch or whatever ` i don't care . . i am sorry ` but i am not those noble girlfriends who can tolerate such things . . i am also not those girls who can pretend to be generous in front of everyone . .

and i believe one day you will request the same thing as me . .
when you really meet the guy for your life . .

i do feel bad . .
but i rather feel bad than to be heart-broken . .

those words in his deleted blog are still flashing in my mind every now and then . .
the cruel fact that i can never replace her deep down his heart . .

i can't afford to be hurt anymore . .

please just let me . .
protect the paradise in my heart . .

i am glad that this time his bbq . .
he proves to me that . .
he won't drop me down again . .

i have no idea if that is from the bottom of his heart . .
or is it just purely for me to see . .

i really hope that it is his heart which has changed fully for me . .

but no matter what . .
please just hold me tight . .
and continue to bring me fly . .
high up high up in the sky . .
revolving around our paradise . .

sunday 13rd august 2006

plan to go back to sunshine plaza with serene ` to exchange the bag . . but at the very last minute ` that serene back off again ` leaving me alone T.T . .

i am telling yenching that serene has put me plane . . she jiu ask me if i need her to accompany me go or not . . yenching is so nice nohs =D ! ! but i don't want to ma fan her ` so i go bugis alone . .

hmm . . that auntie isn't really happy . . but i am more unhappier than her . . so in the end ` i get to exchange the bag ! ! *yippee yippee* ! ! and i bought a skirt at there ! ! kekes . . even though now i only left with 2 pathetic $2 notes ` but i am still happy happy ! ! lalala ! !

a STUBBORN girl who is DOTED by her . .
TIAN ting + HONG jia + DOU DOU jia zhu ! !

~ ~ * * tian ting de ting * * ~ ~
~ ~ * * hong jia de hui ting * * ~ ~
~ ~ * * dou dou jia zhu de ding ding tang * * ~ ~

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