Saturday, August 26, 2006
yesterday i am in a real happy mood to look forward to sky + me de outing for our 21st month . . but while we are at the bus stop . . i see a girl walking pass on the other side of the road . . and my mood changes 360 degrees . . i ask sky to look at her . . and he asks me who she is . . so i tell him that she is one of his exs and the one whom i dislike most . . but after looking at the girl for so long ` he still doesn't know who she is . . it is so "funny" nahs . . he doesn't even recognise somebody who he kissed before . . anyway i wonder why a person who stays at woodlands appears at bedok reservoir 600+ ? ? wanna slack and ton with sky at my house downstairs again is it ? ? and there are so many schools which are near her place . . from rp to nyp to np to sp ` why does she has to choose the furthest tp ? ? i so feel like taking a broom to sweep her away nohs . . find that she looks like apple from a distance and sky strongly agrees . . lols . . guess sky is very happy to see his very cute + very chio + very nice de ex ? ?
i am very upset nahs . . when those incidents float in my mind . .
he tests my limits to go out with her again and again despite knowing that i mind a lot . .
when we are having cold wars ` he still can happily ton with her at my house downstairs . .
she gets to go to the bbq while he even tries to hide the bbq from me . .
he claims that it is because his group want to have men's talk . .
so excuse me ` is she an ah gua ? ?
he claims that he doesn't know she will be going to the bbq and promises himself that he will keep a distance away from her . .
but in the end ` i read from her blog that "sky tricks me bla bla bla" . .
in fact most of the time i don't even know he is with her for those whole nights until i read from others' blogs . .
when the group is trying to find another person along ` only he will suggest to ask her along . .
he is jealous when alex is trying to chase her that time . .
yaya she is an grade 8 pianist ` the whole world expert . .
the way he says how cute + how chio + how nice she and moon is . .
both she and moon are godness to him . .
compare to them ` even a tiny ant i also cannot be . .
in fact ` 2 months before we offcially stead ` he has been reminding her of their past . .
this proves that he still have feelings for her rights ? ?
at the same time for moon too . .
if i found those blogs before i get together with him ` i surely won't start this relationship . .
cause i seriously feel like i am a substitute . .
maybe just a substitute whom he has accidentally fallen in love only at the later part . .
i never regret knowing you . .
i only regret never knowing you earlier . .
recently he keeps mix up that i am the girl who goes escape or arcade with him ` when actually i didn't . .
anyway i am unhappy about this too ` especially for the escape . .
why does he always proves to me that . .
without me ` he can also enjoys happily ? ?
without me ` he can also easily finds another substitute ? ?
anyway that is how he stead with other girls in the past isn't it ? ?
buddies' steads' friends are always the easiest to tackle . .
i am so dissapointed . .
i am so afraid of leaving you . .
wo bu xiang li kai ni . .
everytime i wanna blog but i can't . .
wanna chat on msn . . but my kors kors will peep . .
wanna see photo . . but my kors kors will peep . .
wanna blog . . but my kors kors will peep . .
how i hope i can have my own computer in my own room . .
i need privacy ya ? ?
other day then continue about yesterday de outing bahs . .
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Updated@2:37 PM
