Monday, September 11, 2006
after straying outside for so many days ` i have finally settled down at home and decided to spend more time with my dearest family . . accompany daddy go watch ge tai at aljunied . . when we arrive at the grass patch there ` all the 800 seats have already been filled up . . guess there are a total of 1000+ people bahs . .
we end up standing ` turning + twisting our heads to get the best view of the singers on the stage . . and occasionally ` some of the kiasu singaporeans will push their ways from behind and stand right in front of me who is obviously shorter than them . . even though 90% of the songs are blasting in hokkien ` i still enjoy the performance . . even the fact that maybe my ears are suffering ` seeing the smile on daddy's face ` i am just so happy too . . daddy keep telling me about the favourite songs of mummy . . too bad mummy is working ` if not we can watch the performance together . . afterall ` ge tai isn't as bad as what i think earlier . . can see that those singers really have the power to hit all the fast/high pitch/emotional songs . .
1 hour+ has passed ` and this is when weakness conquered my body again . . out of a sudden ` i feel very uncomfortable . . it is like there is something in my chest and i can't breathe smoothly . . i know i am going to be a wet blanket ` yet i have no choice but to tell daddy that "papa. . wo hen xiang hen bu shu fu. ." . . and we head home straight after i spill out this sentence . . on the way home ` i feel like vomitting once again . . daddy standing by with newspapers on his hand . .
he says that maybe cause there are far too many people and there isn't good flow of air ` thus my weak body can't take it . . but why i am able to tahan during christmas ? ? squeezing with so many people at boat quay ` running around from those spray attacks . . and what about new year ? ? i walk almost the whole east coast without panting ! !
i know daddy defintely won't blame me . . but i really hate myself and my poor health . . since after the irritating cough ` my body has been weak . . what exactly happens inside me ? ? i want to be healthy and participates in activities with my loved ones . . i don't want to be a wet blanket . . where have my pink health gone to ? ? come back please ! !
just now receive quite a few messages from honey . . guess he is leading a hard life in army bahs . . i am very worry about him . . toopid sergeant ! ! how dare you bully my precious baobei ! ! later i go in and assassinate you ! ! arghs arghs arghs ! !
hais hais hais . . now i am still breathing already quite miracle le ` needless to mention about this impossible assassination . . i don't know how to console my dearest . . but i hope my words did cheer him up abit and i hope he can fight through these tough days . .
you are not alone . .
i will always be here for you . .
right here waiting . .
ting missh missh tian . .
~ ~ * * tian ting de ting * * ~ ~
~ ~ * * dou dou jia zhu de ding ding tang * * ~ ~
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