Sunday, October 01, 2006
sleep at 4am last night . . and this morning i am wide awake at 10am . . sms him a 6 pages long of message . . actually i wanna continue typing de . . but my handphone only allows me to write a maximum of 6 pages . . i am so confuse . . don't know if his reply will be able to comfort my heart mahs ? ? or he won't even reply me ne ? ?
yesterday before meeting him . . specially go buy his favourite crunch ice cream . . expecting him to be happy . . yet he tells me "it is rainy day. . why you still buy ice cream? ?" . . hais . . he finally book-out from camp . . my intention is just to buy his favourite food and pamper him . . just like the pasir ris tonic chicken . . but i also don't know what is wrong with me nahs . . rainy day still buy ice cream . . crazy . . but i thought the rain has stopped le ? ? then ice cream can also be kept in the fridge de ? ? hais . . anyway this small small thing doesn't really matter to me . . just that once again i have failed to bring a smile on his face . . *guilty guilty* . .
when he tells me that later of the day . . we will be going out with alex + terry + his camp mates + camp mate's girlfriend . . i hear le kinda sians . . the night before he told me is double dating de nohs . . then suddenly pop up so many people . . but think think . . he only book-out once in a week . . so i sort out my thoughts . . i agree happily on going together with him . .
while waiting for him to play finish his ps2 games . . i go and use computer . . see 1 of his msn messenger window keep blinking in orange . . look at it . . i haven't even open up the screen yet . . see the nick WENDY jiu chi ba boom ! ! this is where things exploded ! ! at first he doesn't know who it is and asks me to help him open up and see . . but after 3 seconds . . he changes his mind and warns me not to open . . then i bargain back . . and he is willing to let me open again . . so i open nohs . . chey ! ! only 1 word "OEI" from her . . but at the same time i also see some history messages on top . . i never even scroll up . . for his privacy . . but i aga aga know what thing is going on le . .
from that moment onwards . . wo jiu start to cold cold le . . i don't even feel like going out with him anymore . . then initially is wanna go find kitty de . . both of us are so ke lian . . always bully by bad guys . . *sobs sobs* . . but think think again . . he now serving ns . . we already so rarely meet up le nohs . . maybe jiu accompany him go bedok/tampines . . buy kfc jiu go home liaos . .
on the bus . . he senses that a volcano is going to erupt soon . . so he asks me to say out at the scene . . cause he always very scare i bombard his phone after i reach home . . then wo jiu say out what i bu kai xin about nohs . . keep on breathing in and out to cool myself down . .
during the court . . *skip skip* . . *fast forward* . .
sky woo cher sheng is found guily on 30th september 2006 . . due to his history record of uncountable repeating offences of breaking the vows he made to hui ting . . the judge also doesn't know what penalty should be given to him . . everything will be delayed till further notice . .
the only happy thing yesterday is that i know his new friends . . kinda friendly . . but abit odd odd de atmosphere bahs . . i already try my best to talk to them le . . maybe some will think that i am sot sot . . cause when don't know what to talk . . i start to talk rubbish . . =X =X . .
for other cases . . he is the one who offers the idea of watching movie . . even if some of his friends don't feel like watching . . i also don't mind . . i understand that a big group is hard to compromise . . what i mind is he didn't even inform me when he has decided with his brothers that they are not watching . . and he go arcade with them and play happily . . i am like transparent . . yes . . i am talking to patsy . . but at least alex also got come out from the arcade and tell patsy that he is going in to play ah . . hais . . i don't know what i am blogging already . . my mood is just so affected by that toopid WENDY . .
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Updated@6:56 PM
